Bun in action

Today bun decided to be hardworking. I didn't bum ard the whole morning. Washed clothes n went for haircut. Jus was not in time to pull eyebrows.

Bun is quite tired actually, but I must survive.

Decided to nickname my bb little bear. Anyway. Little bear kicked me a few times recently. Kindof funny feeling. Haha. Sweet but weird.

I am now nuahing at my in laws, half asleep cos last nite I didn't sleep well. Bun was too excited I think. Met up with itch n chatted over dinner.

I got so restless the moment I lie on the bed. The sound of every single thing magnifies by 10 times. Aiyo, I was feeling tired at first.

I guess I jus have to contend wif lying down.

A day has passed n i have quite an achievement. Now a little bored though. Haha..

On standby tml. Hope I no need to work.

Lazy bun

Bun is nuahing my sunday away again.. Haha.. Did lots of visiting though.. Parents, in laws , parents again tonight.

Yesterday whole day at home but lazy to wash clothes. Lazy to go cut hair. N lazy to pull eyebrow. Keep sleeping. Lucky I got something to do at night, forced myself to go for the district meeting.

My whole body feels tired n liturgic now. I dun even wanna walk ard n go ntuc. Jus wanna lie down n zzzz. Or rather I can't sleep but I Am so tired..

I can feel little bun moving inside me, I think.. Bubbling feeling. Cos hes too small still. I wonder what it feels like to be kicked. Haha.

Hope little bun is an easy bun. Then I can have an easy time. Haha.

Busy bun

Such a hectic day today.. There's really a huge lot of people looking for bun. My phone kept ringing non stop, endless stream of questions n pple looking or me. Didnt really get anything done.

Super drained jus now but strangely after work I am starting to become fresh. Maybe I jus allergic to work n all the buzz..

I finally found peace. Glad the weekend is here. Hiak hiak.

Going out to play.. Excited. Lazy night catchup with Soks.

Hope to squeeze in a day for k next week.

Banana bun

Finally! I downloaded a iPhone blog app. Haha... Sickening lah... I got so frustrated trying to log in via Internet. Now I hope this works so I can update more often.

Bun caught the flu bug two weeks ago. Finally recovered but got a sore throat once again. Weak bun.. Too much virus in the air. Hope I dun get sick again or my little one will get sick too.

Btw, the detailed scan is out after the long wait! It's a banana bun. now bun is outnumbered. Gotta start buying blue stuff. No wonder I got so fat. Big puffy bun now.

Btw i feel a bit shortchanged. my gynae sees me for less than 5min each time. N I have to wait for him for so long. What a waste of time n money. But k says tat at least he dun they to cheat out money by going for unnecessary checks n issue extra medication. I also go back only after 6 weeks. Well, jus try out n c bah..

Anyway, starting to plan for the future Liao. Wonder if how he will be like? How mummy I will be? Haha.. I wonder when shld I have another one? Thoughts. Jus thoughts. Now point worrying abt stuff u can't change.

Its such a lazy sunday afternoon. I think I wanna enjoy the moment now before my days of peace end.

hope and faith

I think i am getting senile, took so long jus to get to this page and update my bloggie.
i went for a discussion meeting last sat. the assistant leader died suddenly due to stroke and lots of people were severely demoralized. especially the aunties that were closer to her.

the senior leader came down to talk to us and give us encouragments.

"the scariest thing in life is not illness or poverty, it is the feeling of being useless." quoted from mother theresa. i guess thats true. who doesnt feel useless and helpless once in a while. or maybe even all the time in our subconciousness? i often belittle myself, think that i didnt do much. after all, not everything i do shows results straight away... i must learn to be patient. work and wait, dun give up halfway.. i washed the clothes today, ate with my dad, going to eat with my parents tonight, all these small actions are my sucessful attempts of being filial daughter and a good wife.

even the bubbly happy bun feels down once in a while. but i important thing is not to loose hope. i pledge my faith to my belief, to believe even if things go wrong, to place my life into an unknown source of power.. if things go wrong, there must be a reason. they call it karma. its might have been worse...

it sounds really harsh but i believe it was probably the best way to go. it could have been worse rite? who knows, she might have already escaped death before but her life got prolonged due to her good deeds. but in the end people have to die rite? its jus when and how? i wonder i sound heartless and arrogant to say this. but of cos i will question why if i were closer to her. maybe i just say that we all have a limited time on earth, stop spending it feeling angry and in regret. i hope her family doesnt go into depression. depression is even more serious than disease.

i pray for the strength to carry on with life. for my friends and family's health and happiness. for the wisdom to be able to encourage others, to motivate others to lead happy fulfilling lives. i bring up a good little bun.

Bun thoughts

Bun is nuahing my life away again. I wonder abt the future sometimes, what should I do? How can I keep my fire burning inside me? It's important. I want to be superbun remember? The last thing that should happen is I waste my life away watching and waiting. I gotta be a role model for my little bun. Sometimes I wonder if I picked the wrong time to have little bun. Of all the years I have a dragon bun. But if I waited what if I can't have a little bun? Why worry abt the future rite? My bun will learn to survive, n be as lucky as mummy bun. Haha.. Jus being a KS mummy. Btw, k brought home a pet lobster. Realize I really ain't no animal lover. I still think that animals r meant to be eaten. Shoudnt keep the lobster, think they should be in the wild. The lobster is really jus wasting it's life away at in the tank. It's not even fun in there. I wonder if it's happy.

a bun week

little bun is growing well, i guess, cos bun is getting hungry more often. heee... pants as tight as last week, not much change.

went to enjoy the faciliites at marina bay sands cos my fren had a free room. went swimming in the top of the hotel and enjoyed the magnificient view! then i went to their bathroom and soaked my feet into their hot water tub. couldnt go in fully to soak cos i didnt wanna burn little bun. what a luxury! great experience. i mean, i would never pay to do such a thing.

bun got my bonus credited into my statement but dunno why i dun really feel anything. it seems as though money is not important.

bun decided to buy a 1000 bustan to enshrine my belief. hesitant at first, but then, u know ah, if money can buy happiness, why not rite?

oh yah, my parents came back safely from china. haven seen my parents cos one of their fren passed away suddenly cos of a stroke, so they have been going to the funeral for the past few days.

life is so unpredictable. i got a shock when i recieved the news.

ate kfc for lunch but i felt like shit after eating. i guess little bun doesnt like it. haha.. or maybe its the bachang i ate this morn. that half a nonya chang really made my stomach work too hard.

damn lazy day today, but at least i got something settled. haha.. .shall go and purchase my bustan tml. hiak hiak.. nmhrgk.