I feel shitty now. Jus feel useless. Gotta snap out of this gloomy mood.
Had a chat wif hui yesterday. Felt v energized yesterday. Slept v well.
I dunno why I am feeling blue now. I wonder how long I can last here. I wonder if I should leave before disaster strikes. But still I wanna b ard for them. My subs are kindof like my kids. U dun leave them when they need u rite? I kindof got close to the newbies n now I really think they deserve some guidance. Well. Sometimes I do really love my job. Part of it lah.
Went for a jog wif tokie. Ran quite fast cos got lots of anger inside bun. I really dunno what is going on sometimes..
U know I wonder if I am a good wife sometimes. Not that k complained but I dun really think I am a fantastic wife material. Not the loving motherly type. Well. Nobody is perfect.
Well I guess tats enough grumbling. I gotta stop feelin so shitty abt myself.
Tml is a new day. A new beginning. Bun is going to ENJOY IT.
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