bun revolution!!

Okok, i know I have been kindof rebellious recently but seriously lah, why should it matter so much if i sound like a bitch online?

im jus sick of comforming to all the norms. all the society's expectations. all the supposingly rules and regulations of being a "good" person. since this is MY journal, i shall jus be entitled to THINK freely. 
 i feel like i jus got released from the looney bin. haha... when i am happy i tend to be a bit crazy. when i am sad i am still crazy.. haha...

Im praying less and less these days.. gotta find myself some motivation..today bun was doing the tuabapao chant then dreaming all the way... aiyo.. so bad rite?? guilty... bun really gotta find something interesting to do. u know, bun got little disappointed cos sometimes pple with religions dun behave the way i think they should. i tot we all should love each other?? but well, i guess sometimes pple still like to sterotype. bad bad bad... but wats the point of lamenting on the evils of society? cannot change jus bochup lah... wats the point of feeling sad?

Went to watch Glee n got really motivated. the music is really so addictive. jus love it!!! I wish i could dance like tat.. i could jus picture my face on the screen doing all the moves. haha.. a little bun fantasy..