Coffee bun

I jus hate it when they change the layout.. Confuses me.. Why can't blogger jus stick to the usual webpage where I jus log in n type? Anyway, I really got mood to go work tml. To face all the shit that awaits me. Had a small chat wif my ex boss. It's always great to hear from her.. I always admired her perseverance n ability to stay calm. I got so much more to learn. But it also reminds me how stupid I am to hang on. For what? Well, I still got a chance to run.. But I shouldn't give in to changes jus like that.. I get thru this struggle it will be much easier next time.. It's gonna be easier.. Today I felt like shit.. I didn't shit. N I had a splitting headache whole afternoon. I took two sips of coffee which helped for a while.. Then my head started to explode again.. Mus br yesterday I took then got withdrawal symptoms. I really need to find my meaning of life soon. Loosing focus.. Yawn.. Sleepy. May tml be a greater day.