Last day of mc

I'm talkin to myself again.. How pathetic.. Haha..

But the good news is I'm getting better.

I haven't drank kopi in like 7 days! I think this is a victory! Although I dunno why I am doing this for? Well, jus to not be addicted to anything??? Well, I aim to be a social drinker.. Haha.. As in I can drink only once in a while for enjoyment, not drink it cos I have to live without it! I seriously have doubts abt myself actually.. Maybe I shld jus give myself till end of the month to try out. It's not that difficult. Maybe next time I try to forgo meat n see how.. Haha..

Omg, the things pple do when they get really bored.

I'm getting a headache but I'm trying to ignore it. Seriously, i expect myself to be stronger than this.. I think I'm jus bored. But it's nice to be bored once in a while.. I get a hance to let my head go silly n jus imagine!!!

All the super action n flying in the movies really has gotten into my brain.

I feel like going shopping. Going out wif my frens.. It seems so Long ago! I can't wait man!

Tml I'm going back to work. I won't say I am looking forward to it. But at least I know I can be normal. Haha.

I took a moment to question my faith again.. It's sliding again. I barely pulled myself together n now I am screwing up again. Its not a good thing n I am a little worried. I dun even enjoy my prayers to be honest. It's such a chore.. But I dun wanna slacken so I jus continue.

Haha.. Emo.. The op must have affected my braincells..

Damn my freaking head is aching!!!

Okok, shall go n watch something else. Hope it relaxes me..