Boring bus ride

Shit!!!! I forgot to bring my earphones to work. Can't watch my idol on you tube today. Damn! Life has change eversince I got hooked. Its so great to have something to look forward to. So entertaining during my long journey home

I realise I am a sucker for fairytales. Those pple fight n kill each other but the main stars never die. Even if they do, they get revived in the end. Wat a great thing rite? N they try to kill each other but end up as frens. Haha. Lame but I wish the real world were a bit more like this. Why the constant fighting n hatred? The love story is so touching. I wonder if I will ever sacrifice my life for others. It's noble. I wanna b hero. Fits my mission to save the world.

Today I left office on time. Slightly past 6 n everyone got shocked. CANNOT MEH? I have a life too u know??? I wanna maintain it this way. IT may suck but I am still able to balance my life so it ain't tat bad.

I really hope I can do this more often. I am seldom free. Got so much shit all the time. Monday dateline n I got so much to clear. All pending IT. haha.

My back aches. I have to stand for half hr more. Hopefully no jam. With no show n no music life seems so boring

Love bun

I think i fell in love again. Ahhh.. Feels good. Sweet.

Unfortunately its nothing to do with k.

This new guy. He's cool. He's cute. He's suave. He has got so much charisma I go jelly when I see them. A pity he's not human. *GASP* a vampire actually. I know I got weird taste but I like fantasy. Sucker for such shit.

I have been hooked on to a drama series. Vampire diaries. Its damn rare I watch drama n now I am thinking of renting the DVD. I am a changed bun cos of him. Haha.. OMG I got a crush with a character in the show. Oh yah, forgot to mention he's really good looking. Great actor too. I have a soft spot for handsome guys. I dun care if u think I am superficial. I am not gonna marry him, think so much for wat? I basically like his face.

I guess I love the kick ass n flying shit in the show. The blood n violence too. Someone dies everyday n they keep tryin to kill each other. But well, fantasy gives us the chance to let our minds wonder.

I feel like a teenage idiot ogling over guys again. It's been a long time since I had an idol.Everyday I search u tube to find parts of the show. N i feel ao high n excited after watchjng it. It's been ages since I had a crush. Really feel great to drool over someone.

I feel young n energetic. I feel powerful. This show gives me confidence. I always live life on the edge. I gotta remember tat. Take risks cos u never know when it's ur last chance.

I guess I jus need to cope with my new addiction. Ahhhh!!! Speechless.



I wish I could live like them. A superhero. Haha.

Selling info

I jus gave away my Hp no to a survey for an ntuc voucher. Bloody hell. Cheapo.

Yah.. I'm such a loser. I guess it's jus greed. I circumed to this. So Aunty. Normally I sell my info for much more money. Shit man. Like fifty bucks credit card. Today was rather low price. But more hassle free. Excuses excuses excuses.

I rejected The proctor offer cos I got better things to do. Sian liao.

Money is tough to earn. Bosses wanna cut cost. Expand. Bun works harder.

I used to search the net for freebies. Or maybe I shld aim higher. Look for big items tat open my view of life. Rental mkt looks tempting. I dun even need to work the money can fly in. But tat wld mean no privacy too.. Stock market so risky. Do business scarly I kena con. Haha.. Come to think of it my job ain't tat bad rite?

I hope I can get my ten dollar ntuc voucher.

Strong bun

Bun on the way to my meeting. Came from in laws. Going to meet my parents now. I hope we meet the target this month. Bun slowly digressing from the youth.

Im starting to enjoy myself again. Its jus a change in my mindset. Or maybe today the kids didn't really scream so much. Haha. Well, kids r kids, they will naturally b active.

I heard some gossip in fri which made me even more feel like leaving. I gotta work harder tats for sure. My bond lasts until June. Hope the shit doesn't come so soon. I really need to drop n go. Honestly if I were more outgoing I would jump at this opportunity. Now it's falling right into my face n I actually hate it.

Going to reach soon. I hope I learn something good today. I will survive until I get my bonus n finish my bond. I must hang on !!

Strong bun. Strong bun.

Anyway, I googled the net n realized I am not unhealthy. It's common problem tat many pple have.

Reaching liao.

Fat bun

A long chain of events happened at work today. Not sure where to start but I got lots of time to kill.

Oh yah, my health check recently shoe I dun have cancer. But I am still wondering if I am unhealthy. Or am I eating the wrong stuff? I jus feel tat there is something wrong wif me. Or am I jus paranoid?

I got fat recently. No more school so I eat more. Less stress so I eat More. It's good I guess. Trying to cut down on my intake but o keep feelin hungry. I guess I need to change tactic.

dun really have anything to bitch abt except my low morale.

Head empty.

Ramdom

I'm on a bumpy bus sitting in the direction that faces the whole bus. Need to look out for old n needy cos I sitting in the front. Wanna show pple I am a courteous bun.

Anyway, I was supposed to go back on the dot but got delayed due to me being a nice bun. It's good anyway. I like to help others. I kindof enjoy teachin pple. But I still suck at work. Well, Nobody is perfect.

I got over my moody phase Liao. Feel much better now. Seriously wonder issit the hormones or jus my hate over the management stupid idea. Or both? Haha. Maybe I shldnt analyze so much.

I feel fat. Yah. Waistline getting bigger. But hungry must eat mah.. Then got no time to excercise. How to slim down?

Thailand flood Liao. My holiday plans at risk. Hope everything turns out fine. Bun think bun will b lucky. Cross my fingers.

Bun killed a cockroach yesterday. Won't elaborate cos it was really quick smack n it all ended. Im really good at it.

I wonder wats for dinner tonight. Hee.. Hungry Liao. Still got half a journey more

Emo bun

Total emo wreck lat week. Now I dun feel so kns.

Job is a small part of life. Jus do n dun complain.

2 consecutive days surrounded by crying noisy kids. Didn't really like it to be honest. All the hard work the parents have to go thru. Well, I wonder if I am mummy material after all. Getting sick of hearing all the baby problems. M everyone ard me seems to b starting a family. Bun jus got a bit overwhelmed. I know bb is cute , but wait till u look after them.

V sick of my job too. I dunno why I jus hate it recently. I jus wanna leave but it's year end so I can't. I see it as a duty to steer my team thru it. I'm jus creating trouble for myself. Haha.. But the idea of a new system really pissed me off.

Is my life getting too stagnant? Hmmm.. I wonder.. Go do something fun? I think I need to learn to b contented. I am like aimlessly searching for stuff to excite me.

Reach Liao. Going shopping!!! Gotta enjoy life.

Sucks

My job sucks. It jus sucks. It jus sucks.

I really felt damn depressed this week. I wonder if I haven been praying hard enough or what. I keep getting shit n more shit. I feel I m simply getting too soft. I wonder if I am working too hard. It's so tiring. So damn bloody irritating. Everything wrong. Everything all my fault.

I dun wanna work here anymore.

I didn't stay these few nights. Dun feel like working. Jus so sian.

Now I dun feel like blogging also.

I think I lost my morale. It's getting too much. Too much for me. I dun even know how to encourage my staff. I wan to go home.

Moody bun

I feel so moody today. So damn bloody moody. Jus lost all my morale after the hectic month end.

I feel like quitting.

Well, I still got a chance to back out before it's too late. What if I am gone? Would it make a diff? I still wanna go bkk. I dun feel like doing anything now. What shld I do?

I hate it u know. Everyday I gotta solve problems. I won't say my life is v Cham but it's jus tiring. It's jus a test of whether I can withstand this or not. I really v tired Liao. My mom fren is going blind n she isn't giving up.

Yesterday bun watch a documentry on migrants. So Cham. whole bunch had to camp outside the train station. I wonder, is civilization a good thing? I felt lucky I am not born there. It's crazy to live like them. What's the point of working like tat?

Aiyah, I dunno why I jus feel like shit today. Hiez.. Bun blues..

Stupid idiots

I keep getting angry these days.. PMS? haha..

Yesterday IT pissed me off so much tat I refused to stay back for them. Bloody hell. I was jus so damn pissed tat they took so long to prepare the patch. Angry! Angry! Angry!

Today I had to sign something n both my bosses are overseas. Lucky finance treat me well n help me.

Today they tell me They can't deliver so something again! I really got enough of this shit man.. Then a bloody planner had to come uninvited to create trouble. Sucks big time.

I think I too stress Liao.. Or maybe the hormones acting up. Hopefully. Think happy thoughts.. Ok lah, at least got pple help me. I shld b grateful. I always mus have gratitude. I gotta cool down

Think of tat idiots face I feel like slapping him. Bloody hell.