aunt bun

well, i dunno what to say, mixed feelings. life is so unpredictable u know, so many ups and downs.

was pleasantly suprised when my boss spoke to me to increase my staff strength. good. i think i would really need some extra help. my team needs it. perfectly even more since i am thinking of leaving them.

after that i was saddened by the bad news that my aunt got cancer. yah, the C word is so scary. its kindof like a death sentence. as what most people would percieve it as. but i am still glad she would try. still strong life force. really, i guess she's kind of strong for the sake of the family, the family wants to be strong cos of her, u know, its a good cycle of motivation.

we still cling on to hope, still think that there may be a chance. everyone's praying for her now, hoping she doesnt give up, still stays strong and able to overcome it.

its a rare form of cancer. never heard of it but who knows? everyone, every body, every cell is different. she might just be the lucky one. we must think that way... i mean, wat else can we do but believe? i would like to think that since it hasn't spreaded to other organs yet there's still hope? i wonder why docs dun just cut off one of her lungs. i have heard of pple living with one lung. why not rite? but then again, im just a layman who only can guess.

there's nothing positive on the internet. maybe ignorance is bliss? we might as well focus on reading how people got cured?

i pray for the good fortune for her to meet a doc who makes the right decisions. somehow able to save her life. somehow, somehow...

meanwhile the people living that think they are suffering, please continue to enjoy ur life. dun work ur ass off. money is impt but not everything. last night i went to make a cup of hot milo and sipped it slowly togther with k, well, simple things can be enjoyable. meeting up with my friends.

i gotta start eating breakfast with daddy again.  i got lazy eversince i moved out. cos if i ate with dad, then what about k? u know lah, i got so many men to entertain. i got sunday free for him but he's just so onz about cycling. so its seriously not entirely my fault. excuses. i shld get him to learn to like the food near my place.. keke..