Bun talk

Got this strange feeling in my head. As in a mental thingy. Kindof weird.

I can't wait to go on leave. But yet i kindof miss the place. I guess it's like school holiday. U wish for the holidays but yet feel bored. Something happened at work n it's kindof human issue. Taichi games. Puts me off n I really feel quite useless after that. Gotta face the music tml n I am super unwilling. But I have learned never to avoid problems. It all comes back to u in the end. one way or another. Small issue. I am so inexperienced in handling this. Office politics r ard all the time. Everywhere.

Lil bear due round the corner. He's maxing out inside me. I can't wait to see him.

I wonder of the feelin I'm having now is stress. But nothing really stressful happened. Is my stress tolerance that low?? The slightest things irritate or worry me. How to deal with the bigger issues in life? Where did my courage go?

I spend half the time in a dreamy state recently. No mood no mood no mood.

I got super major decisions to make n I am still procrastinating. To quit or not to quit? Haha.. Ok, maybe it's not a v big deal. Not like I am earning big bucks. I am young n educated n wif a bit of experience.

I wonder if I shld bother to try to do something abt my career in the company. Dun wanna be boss anymore. It's tiring to look after others welfare.

The selfish bun wants to explore. So much more than to jus go thru the usual office shit everyday. Gen y gets bored easily, doesn't like responsibility.