Last day with nanny

Today's the last Full day the nanny will be ard.

Well, gotta take over her duties. On the flip side, I gonna get more freedom. Muahaha.. I dunno why but I feel a bit restricted in my own house. Strange rite?

But well spent money. Sometimes lil bear is really quite a difficult bear. Im gonna miss the ability to sit back n relax while she changes his diapers, bathes him, cuddles him to sleep.

But hell. I am mummy bun tat brought him into this world. Jus learn lor. But I'm gonna do it my way.

How to cool a crying bear? Pat pat pat, bounce bounce, feed, put oil.

It's a bit strange I have tots of quitting all of a sudden. Frankly the tot of going back gives me creeps. The shit that my team is gonna get is really crazy. And I am the hero to clear the mess. No more preg discount for me. Im be competing fair n square.

But do I have guts to quit? To get preg again in a new place? What if I get bullied? Bun knows how to get things done at my current place. I really hate to venture out of my comfort zone. A comfort zone that's getting a little uncomfortable. Haha.. How ironic.

I'm getting worried for nothing again. Silly silly bun. It's not even like near the end of my maternity. Well, time flies. A month ago I wondered how its like to be a mummy bun n I became one. Now a month has passed n I am gonna find out how it's like to be looking after lil bear without the nanny. But I still got my mummy though. Well, I'm still not alone at least. Relax lah. Bun can do it!

Oh yah, btw, my weight keeps fluctuating between 51 n 52kg. I suspect there's something wrong with the weighing scale. Haha...