Small victory

I got a bear with a ferocious temper. Yelling non stop when I stuff the bottle into his mouth jus now.

I dunno what happen. I think he wasn't in the mood to eat. Not desperate enough to bow down to his last choice. Or could he have figured out my trick?

I managed to bottle feed him 2 times today. Both he was half asleep n hungry. I guess I kindof confused him by putting him on the breastfeeding cushion. He's a one month old baby, can't lose to him rite?? Haha. DUMBO.

Okok I shldnt say such things abt my own bear. But I really felt damn great when I tricked him. Shld celebrate each small victory. N stop harping on failures. wonder if I will achieve success again later?

Last night he was so fidgety he couldn't sleep till 11. bun was exhausted! I kept carrying n letting him latch on until i was so pissed off with him! Damn sian leh! It's not fun at all! Irritating bear. But well, still mummy's darling.

Yawn. Gotta learn his pattern slowly.