Tuesday, 25 December 2012

Christmas bun

Christmas! Ho ho ho!

Well I usually dun really care abt Christmas. But yesterday I wanted to. Maybe it's jus an urge to go out n play. I didn't do much though. time really flies..

Went to eat breakfast with k. Followed by a drink at starbucks. Followed by lunch n shopping at ntuc. Feels shiok to pat tor once in a while. It's difficult to bring him out plus the outside world is kindof germy for a little bear.

I had to come home n pump. Also I needed to take care of my lil bear. I felt a bit guilty tat My parents had to babysit. The rest of the aft k spent it sleeping. Pig.

K gave me socks again. Christmas present. I got socks for my last two birthdays. I told him to be more creative. I hardly wear socks! Lucky got some cute stickers too. At least my gift more intereSting lor. A banana holder with a cute froggie scissors. Cool rite?

My little bear is sleeping n waking up now. Have to pat him every now n then. Wonder if it's cos he dun like the orange chair we put him on ? But he slept v well last night with the blasting tv sound.

Anyway I realized it's not the caffine tats keeping him awake. Served him freshly squeeZed milk yesterday morn. He also woke up after a while. N I definately didn't consume anything in the middle of the night. I have been missing my fav drink though.. Im not addicted anyway.

I dun have a Christmas wish. No idea what to wish for. As in nothing special. The usual health n happiness bah. Hope my little bear Grows up like his daddy, take care of bun. Hee..

Oh yah, I hope to have a little bun next round. Then I can close shop. Meanwhile I shall enjoy my non preg state now. Haha.. I can lie on my stomach n sleep, curl up into a ball n snuggle, walk ard without panting.

I managed to put on my ring again. Jus tat it's a little tight. So I took it off again. Consolation. The weighing scale is showing me good weight. I'm hitting my target soon.

Boss asking when exactly I wanna go back to work. Frankly I dont. But well, she asked. Sian man.. If not for the money I won't work. But then again. I do need the money. Haha.. Better dun offend her...

Thursday, 20 December 2012

Fatty bear

I'm a little Teddy bear small and FAT! Haha. Yay! Lil bear's getting bigger.

But these few days he didn't sleep well. I dunno why also. He wakes up after snoozing for 15 min. I didn't drink kopi leh... We suspect his teeth may be growing soon. Lil bear bites the pacifier and constantly tries to bite everything. He keeps drooling too.. He has saliva all over him. So unglam. Haha..

I can feel a big bundle resting in my arms when I carry him. Baby fat. But if he dun sleep there goes my chubby bear. Well, see how bah. Too fat also no good, too thin also no good. But i know If he doesn't sleep I'm gonna be a dark eye ring bun.

Met up with the gals on wed. Was looking forward to my only occasion. It felt really strange to go to tanjong pagar. All the crowds n stuff. Peak hour rush. I really dun miss tat shit. I got another mth of hol. Now my brain has started to disintegrate. I'm really not using much of it. Im getting lazy. All I can think of is k to come back and accompany bun. A pampered big bun. I got no mood to think of anything else.

Thinking of starting lil bear on some formula milk. Wonder if I'm rushing into things. Wonder if he will sleep well after that. He cried at 4am this morning even after feeding. Short outbursts which cause a lot of interrupted sleep.

Yawn. Shall take a nap now. Sleepy. Lil bear sleep a while more ok? Zzz

Thursday, 13 December 2012

Random

Reno upstairs and lil bear n bun no need to go back home to hide.

Well, I'm proud to say after all the complaining my little bear slept more yesterday n today. This makes life much easier. Much better.

My daddy did some hacking in the house n the WHOLE HOUSE IS DUSTY! my mom was damn PISSED! Omg! The floor was covered with a think layer of dust, the table n chairs were dusty, the cupboards were dusty, the bed and sofa were dusty... Basically everything was covered with dust. The whole house needs a wash now.

Lucky my lil bear isn't dusty. Hiak hiak.

Currently at my in laws. Lil bear didnt really sleep v well. He was v grumpy jus now. Now he's sleeping . I hope he sleeps longer this time round. His cousins love him. Babies must sleep more lah.. It's good for development.

Lil bear can smile n laugh now. Haha. Hes v interactive these days. Today I managed to put him on the chair n he jus watched me quietly. ( n he tried to bite the seatbelt lah) wonder how long this can last. I hope he stays this way longer.

Saturday, 8 December 2012

Bun's first night out

On the way home from a wedding. Long time never attend wedding Liao. Haha.. They are still doing the same boring shit.

Ok lah, as long as the couple likes it, it's good lah. Hope they remain a happy couple. Tats wats most impt!

Soks told me abt a little sleepy niece. So envious. Haha.. Well, every kid is diff. I shldnt grumble abt lil bear. I wonder of we spoil him sometimes. Hmm...

But He's still mummy's fav bear. Haha..

I wonder how k is coping with lil bear. I hope my night out didn't cause my mom to worry until cannot sleep.

It feels kindof weird to be out by myself.

Reaching home soon. Need to pump again. I'm such a milk machine. Haha..

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

Bun returns home

I am currently blogging in the comforts of my own home. Jus finished washing and changing the bedsheets, mopping floor and wiping the tables. PHEW! Tired but happy.

Feels great to be in my private little home. Not tat I dun like my parents home but it's kindof different? The only house rules are the bun rules! Jus short of one thing. My big bear is not ard!

Bun becomes such a lazy bum bum there. My mom washes the clothes and. Mops the floor like everyday lor! Aiyah, jus close one eye lah, no need so clean one lah.

Gotta go back to look after little bear. Now raining so I taking a break. Of cos it's easier to get things done without lil bear. No interruption. No feeding or pumping. Back to pre preggie time.

I'm not grumbling. Jus enjoying while I can.

2 mth old little bear

My little bear is 2 months old! Time flies! 2 months ago I was a fat bun, now I'm 13kg lighter. 4 more to go!

Learnt a lot the past mth without the nanny. Well, it isn't too bad. Maternal instincts I guess.

I'm still waking up in the middle of the night to feed him. Honestly he's really Irritating cos hes really sleepy too then he drinks for a few minutes n falls asleep. Then he not full n wakes up again. But wat to do? Bb are like tat mah..

This breastfeeding theory Better b true. Cos it's damn troublesome. Everytime need to pump, dun pump will engorged or lil bear got no food. My breasts feel saggy n they look like shit. Ugly swollen nipples after each pump. Needs a long time to heat up. But one thing is for sure, it's a great way to loose weight. The theory abt saving money isnt attractive enough. Wats the big deal abt spending 40bucks per mth for some convenience and more sleep?

Oh but I guess it's worth a try lah. Won't die mah. Wonder when I shld start him on formula. I feel like a bad mommy if I do it too soon. 2 mths n I'm already depriving him of fresh milk. Cos he needs to drink from bottle.

Oh yah, I jus realize this post is supposed to b abt him. Little bear is fine. He's jus a bit grumpy at times. Doesn't sleep enough in my opinion. But growing well lah. With the help of bun antibodies. He's constantly hot I dunno why. I keep thinking he got fever. Haha.

Today he cuddled in my Arms as I was watching my vampire show. So CUTE. Of cos he's asleep lah. A little lump of meat. Like a kitty cat curled up so snuggly. Hiez.. My little furball is growing up. Soon bun will have a harder time! Enjoying his innocence now.