2 mth old little bear

My little bear is 2 months old! Time flies! 2 months ago I was a fat bun, now I'm 13kg lighter. 4 more to go!

Learnt a lot the past mth without the nanny. Well, it isn't too bad. Maternal instincts I guess.

I'm still waking up in the middle of the night to feed him. Honestly he's really Irritating cos hes really sleepy too then he drinks for a few minutes n falls asleep. Then he not full n wakes up again. But wat to do? Bb are like tat mah..

This breastfeeding theory Better b true. Cos it's damn troublesome. Everytime need to pump, dun pump will engorged or lil bear got no food. My breasts feel saggy n they look like shit. Ugly swollen nipples after each pump. Needs a long time to heat up. But one thing is for sure, it's a great way to loose weight. The theory abt saving money isnt attractive enough. Wats the big deal abt spending 40bucks per mth for some convenience and more sleep?

Oh but I guess it's worth a try lah. Won't die mah. Wonder when I shld start him on formula. I feel like a bad mommy if I do it too soon. 2 mths n I'm already depriving him of fresh milk. Cos he needs to drink from bottle.

Oh yah, I jus realize this post is supposed to b abt him. Little bear is fine. He's jus a bit grumpy at times. Doesn't sleep enough in my opinion. But growing well lah. With the help of bun antibodies. He's constantly hot I dunno why. I keep thinking he got fever. Haha.

Today he cuddled in my Arms as I was watching my vampire show. So CUTE. Of cos he's asleep lah. A little lump of meat. Like a kitty cat curled up so snuggly. Hiez.. My little furball is growing up. Soon bun will have a harder time! Enjoying his innocence now.