BBQ bun

Went or a BBQ last nite. Long time since I went for one.

Had special treatment cos I am preg. Everyone kept fussing over bun. Haha... I told them to relax n jus enjoy. Dun worry.. Cos actually bun is really v healthy. N singapore is safe.

I think my resistance is actually higher cos I m fatter n I take vitamins daily. Not that I wanna be how Lian.

I ate lots of meat last nite. Dun worry, all those stuff like hotdogs n crabstick are cooked originally. The uncooked food I made sure they were cooked fully. N threw away all those chow ta parts. Anyway, damn thirsty last night so I drank 4cups of orange juice. Really damn shiok. I managed to leave the pit early so got home at 10 plus. Not bad lah, at least it's not as far as I tot.

Little bear is getting heavy. My tummy feels like it is sagging. I hug it sometimes when walking. So it's less heavy. Haha...

Have been shittin a lot these 2days. Haha... Wonder issit the kopi. One day an shit twice or thrice. Or maybe all the walking. I hope I can force little bear out naturally.

Hiez, k is going out tonight. Bun will b home alone. Lonely lonely lonely. But I better enjoy it now. Next time I wan time out also v tough Liao.

I hope little bear is an easy bear. Not like noti mummy bun. Haaha

Bun talk

Yay! Went for my checkup today. Healthy bun n healthy bb bear. No diabetes. Hee...

Tat day drank one big cup of coke to ease my sore throat. I had to take the risk. But anyway, I seldom do such things.

Brought my parents to Tony Roma. It was so meaty we were really filled to the max! too bad the steak was too raw. Or else I could have ate more. But v satisfied wif the portion n taste. N price. Cos I had a voucher n we 4 ate 3 plates. Haha.. The ribs were wet n tasty, I got my fav baked potato. Yummy!

Indulgence. My mom commented tat now youngsters always anyhow spend money. I told her life is short. Sometimes must enjoy. Anyway we had a discount.

Bun got an ache on the left side of my mouth. Hope it's not a toothache. I haven't went to the dentist this yr cos I scared must pull teeth then lil bear alergic to the anesthetic. But well, see how it goes bah.

I gained abt 8 kg now. But I think I look bigger than tat. Strange why I so small can balloon suddenly. But nvm lah, it's jus temporary.

Yawn. Bun waiting for k to b back. On the aircon cos it's freaking hot outside. Plus the chicken soup is really keeping me warm. Or maybe the meat overdose.

Weekend bun

I finally got my belief enshrined last sun. All went well. It wasn't a big bang but smooth. I got wat I wanted n k has been rather supportive.

I've been More eager to chant n life has been great so far.

Went shopping with my in laws yesterday. Bought lots of stuff for my little bear. Expensive but worth it lah.. It's jus the start of our constant cash outflow. Tip of the iceberg.

Somehow I guess I must have caught the bug while shopping. Woke up wif a sorethroat today. Starting to sneeze n have a dripping nose already. Bought a whole lot of fruits to counter the bug. Hope I recover by tml. Wonder if I shld take tat yellow tablet. It's gonna make me a really sleepy bun. But I wonder if it has side effects. But then again, the doc says it's safe..

It's a super hot Sunday today, bun tried to snooze in the room but gave up cos it's too hot. It's the headache type of heat inside the room.

Silly bun whines

Didn't sleep well last night. Had a leg cramp all of a sudden. Wah lau, damn pain. Must be lack of some minerals. I tot a big snake coiled round me n squeezed my leg. I froze for that few painful seconds n desperately tried to bend my leg to get rid of the pain. Hurt like hell. Can't walk properly this morn.

After tat I managed to sleep again by ended up dreaming of bombs n me running ard. Woke up panting from my nightmare.

Damn bloody restless these few weeks. Keep getting uptight n grumpy dunno why.. Moods. Its not PMS what issit? Hormones? Or jus nervous jitters?

I feel like My tummy is gonna explode. Damn tight n I can't turn properly.

Today is fri n strangely I can't seem to feel excited at all?

Enshrining my beliefs on sun. I hope k will come with me. I know he hates such stuff but I dun wanna go alone, although faith is supposed to be strong. Although I shld have the standalone spirit but it will be good for him to accompany bun thru this.

Its my silly bun whines again, I guess it's time to stop the grumbling n move on.

Bun thoughts

I wish i could change the world. There is so many things that are going wrong. Emotionally I can't help but to feel tat I am here not doing anything to help.

But then, life is like tat. I am not god. I didnt get to my current state of life out of pure luck. Although I must admit I am rather lucky. But my prayers took some time to get answered.

I see some people are wasting their lives away. But who am I to say this? Haha... U are what u chose to become.

I choosen my path. Wasn't totally smooth but I manage to get by. With some luck. N lots of appreciation for life.

Aim. I need to aim n strive hard. Make my decisions. What shld I do? Time flies n its impt to decide quickly.

Work hard, I got a new role. Dun be such a nua bun. Dun waste the days away.

The seat

Well, good people still exist in singapore. Someone jus gave up her seat to me. Lucky.

Actually I was partially blocked but then later after a while I got revealed. Then someone decided to be nice. Gave her the biggest n brightest bun smile I could.

I dun think I deserve to have a seat. Everyone is tired, it's jus that being the weaker one, it was kindof out of symapathy .

I wonder if I go for the mornin bus will I be so lucky. Tat one is really of got no seat n got jam I can really stand damn long.

Simple joys brighten my day . or the rest of the night.

Fat n lazy bun

Bun is ballooning at a super fast rate. With my tummy expanding like everyday? Aiyo I wonder if I am growing too fast!

I think I am going to explode anytime! The skin is like stretched to the max n I feel so tight. My ligaments hurt sometimes. Not surprising.. I wonder how those people can dunno they were preg. Or even hide their pregnancy.

My fren complained she gets tired easily these days. I told her to eat more meat. Haha.. I mean what do u expect from a meat bun.

Missed my prayers today again. Cos I was too lazy to get up. Guilty. I'm going to get the my beliefs enshrined next week n I got no mood. Oops. I dunno why leh.. I hate parties all tat. I guess I shld jus have a quiet event. Jus feeling anti social

I'm also supposed to take a Buddhist exam. Super sian. Jus sian. I wonder wats wrong with me.

Shall dun worry n be happy. It's the weekend tml! I gotta get my motivation back!

Bun in action

Today bun decided to be hardworking. I didn't bum ard the whole morning. Washed clothes n went for haircut. Jus was not in time to pull eyebrows.

Bun is quite tired actually, but I must survive.

Decided to nickname my bb little bear. Anyway. Little bear kicked me a few times recently. Kindof funny feeling. Haha. Sweet but weird.

I am now nuahing at my in laws, half asleep cos last nite I didn't sleep well. Bun was too excited I think. Met up with itch n chatted over dinner.

I got so restless the moment I lie on the bed. The sound of every single thing magnifies by 10 times. Aiyo, I was feeling tired at first.

I guess I jus have to contend wif lying down.

A day has passed n i have quite an achievement. Now a little bored though. Haha..

On standby tml. Hope I no need to work.