Fun bun

Damn shack after a few days of play.

It all started on thur. Went to my office to take a blood test, After listening to their complaints, I dun feel like going back. Its the same shit but getting worse! seriously, why m i going back to the shithole again? Am I stupid or what? I think so bah. Haha..

I met up with pf for lunch n shopping. Its so nice to shop on a weekday. everyones working. bun can browse thru freely. no queues pr crowds. Spent one hr in the toilet pumping n discarded everything.

Then i Went to a pub with to listen to live band and have drink. It's really sweet of him to bring me there. I won't call it romantic place but its new n interesting. The last time I went to a pub I didn't find it tat fantastic as this. It's a guy place. U can't really chat there. Then band was good though. havent drank anything alcholic in months. So I decided to indulge for one night. SHIOK AH!! the beer had a sweet tinge to it. im glad i ordered tat bottle cos the one k drank tasted like they added water. i changed my perception of beer after drinking this. plus to blue bottle makes it look so cool . Ended up discarding all my milk agAin. Even had to throw away the next morning batch cos k forbid me to feed his precious bear tainted milk.

Fri was another day of fun! Went out early in the morn to go Ktv. LALALA! The Good thin is tat i had a room so i Didnt need to punp in the loo. It's a bit tough n messy cos icant really see. But still good la.. I dumped the contents into the soya bean milk container n k called me disgusting. Better than putting into the cup rite?? At least it's disposable.

Next stop was to get my repaired pump from Philips. Then we went to Robertson quay for a romantic sushi dinner. I think we were the only idiots that ordered one dish at a time n shared our food. K has been harping tat i wasted money on the skewer breaded pork n prawn wrapped in bacon. I wanted to try it mah... Anyway fried food will surely taste nice. We walk so much hungry so I needed meat!! My boobs nearly exploded when we reached home. We could have spent the money on the cab if we didn't eat the meat. K kept chanting the name of the dish to irritate me.

The next day I was glad little bear still could recognize me. I hugged him cos i missed hugging my little bear. The next 2 days were spent with my in laws. But intially he cried when my in laws came. Aiyo, why so fast he can recognize people?? Bun was dead tired yesterday. Fell asleep at my in laws place.

Anyway, i had a great 2 whole days of romance, really really feels like we went overseas. I think I threw away a litre of milk but well, it's a small sacrifice. My fridge getting a bit too crowded anyway. Happy happy happy!! Happy bun!!

Milky bun

To breastfeed or not to breastfeed, tat is the question. Its good for little bear, but not good for big bun. Plus it's really quite a hassle.

Tat day I spent more than half n hr in the public toilet pumping. Cos I felt milky. Luckily it's not crowded. Or else so embarrassing, and smelly!!!

Doc says bun teeth will rot if I dun eat back the calcium I'm losing to the breastfeeding. Scared the shit out of me!

Bun thinking of getting another pump. But for what? I wonder if I'm wasting money. I like to spend for the sake of convenience. But it's not like a million dollar investment. Plus I still want a little bun.

Bun wonder if bun can make it thru the workplace n maintain my milk production. Honestly doubt I can. ESP since I'm not exactly pro bf. but it's nice to see a big strong bear. I wonder issit cos of bf?

Shall wait n see how lah. It's not like I go out v often anyway. Little bear hardly leaves the house too. Maybe when I start work I will be too bz to think of such stuff anyway n will find a solution naturally.

Why worry now rite?

Sick little bear

My poor little bear is sick.

Jus had his jab yesterday. He was so well behaved yesterday. He didn't cry much after the jab. N he kept laughing while the doc was checking him. The doc was cute though.. Even bun bun felt like laughing when he played with my bear.

But I'm sure he's a strong bear. He's still happily playing despite the fever. I fed him water n he took it like a man. LIKE REAL. he tot it was milk cos the evil bun tricked him. a few sucks then he realized its not milk. Cried angrily when he realized.

But he's coping well. Hope he recovers today or else must see doc doc Liao! Little bear jiayou !!

Oh yah, on the side note, big bun n k went to pat tor. Romantic siah.. Shall go tian mi mi more often.